Yume Mita Ato De (After I Dreamt)

Di malam yang sangat penat, setelah pulang dari aktivitas saya sebagai pelajar, saya seperti biasa, melakukan ritual: Ngenet sambil dengar musik.

Tak sengaja, sebuah lagu saya putar. Judulnya Yume Mita Ato De (Setelah Aku Bermimpi), dinyanyikan oleh GARNET CROW.

Entah kenapa, setiap saya mendengar lagu ini, rasanya keinginan untuk mencucurkan air mata sangat kuat. Saya pun heran, kok bisa? Karena penasaran saya mencari liriknya, dan kebetulan lagunya dalam bahasa jepang. Beruntung, ada orang yang telah menerjemahkannya dalam bahasa Inggris. Inilah hasil translatenya:

Whenever morning comes, I think of you

Making the beginning of everyday painful

We cannot return to then again, when the two of us were innocent

Just you being beside me, I was content

I was afraid of the passing of time and I cried

In the heart of a changing person

Although if we don't yearn for it, we won't lose it

I cannot stay without desiring it

No matter what future lies before us

After I dreamt

You were still far away

Only my feelings got ahead of me and turned out fruitless

The rain of flowers fell, this road will remain unchanged

I want to walk it with you holding my hand

Even if we fought and got tired, we would still meet again

How long will this kind of days continue?

About us being born with heart throbbing feelings

I thought about it, depressed

Soar and depart, we have come a long way

On the lonely nights, what I remember

Rather than who I loved, it was the days when I was loved

After I dreamt

In the direction of the unlocked windows

The sound of the wind splitting before my eyes

The quietly setting sun after it has passed

Was too gentle and it increased my love

After I dreamt

Now, I can't reach you

Words without love do not sound

To you whom I looked over from a little distance away

I smiled at hesitantly

You were still far away

Only my feelings got ahead of me and turned out fruitless

After a long and breaking dream

and yet...

There will still be love in this world.

Tuhan! Ternyata, lirik lagunya sama persis dengan keadaan hati saya. Lirik ini bercerita tentang saya, setelah dikhianati sahabat.

Mungkin, inilah mengapa saya selalu menitikkan air mata ketika mendengar lagu ini...

Speechless.